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it's the glowing sunset!!

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

may this pain take away my sorrow

Today's paper.. critical review of malaysian literature in english (mr.sidik class). Luckily the questions only about one novel-The Scorpion Orchid... questions of issues regarding to the society in Singapore during 1950's (the year of several riots; National Service Riot, Hock Lee Bus Riot, and the famous one- Natrah case). I don't spend to much time drafting. Just write down everything in my mind so it will flow to the answer booklet. I want to answer it as fast as possibly so my knowledge won't spill. haha.. how can the knowledge actually 'spill'. The truth is I'm afraid I will fall asleep because I stay up quite late last night. I can see some of my friends have their nap during the exam.  Even I can answer it.. i mean ok la.. long essay for each question. But.. not hoping for an A bulat result because the coursework mark is suck! Mr.sidik is not as generous as usual.

Today, i cook ayam masak pedas cili. Maybe not so 'lemak' because i only use instant coconut milk (powder) and only half of the powder. Forget about the santan. There is insiden happen when i tumbuk2 the chilies. Ada yang terpelanting terkena tangan dan jari. The result is- some of my hand part and few fingers are swollen. It looks a bit reddish. Very painful because it feels like burning your hand. Well, some people may not experience this. But chillies are surely NOT my friend. I have stomach ache if i take any spicy food. But still love it. My hand is still 'burning' now... when typing this. Wowww.... hot hot hot.

 the innocent ayammm..

my swollen hand and fingers

I still don't know what is actually happening between us. Each day seems to be more complicated. I hope everything back to normal and still waiting. 


Money... money.. money... where else to get it. The electric bill crazily increase from rm80 to rm300. Haha.. macam baca bursa saham. Already ask the stupid TNB and they can't do anything about the unsual charge. So, what to do.... tomorrow I'll have some maggie from Saivon mini mart.

Monday, April 26, 2010

orkid kala jengking and silent revenge

Reading the scorpion orchid by Llyod Fernando. The mysterious Tok Said, 1malaysia friends (Santi, Sabran, Guang Kheng and Peter) you know why i said 1malaysia. and Sally Yu@Salmah Yub. Interesting hipothesis by our classmates about this women (Sally). She might not even a human, means that her character represent Singapore. She loves anyone that comes to her. But after the rape incident- no more trust towards strangers and even her close friends. I can't read the full novel... nice story though. I'm not purely literature lover. Sadly to discover this. Thanks to those who did a very good job providing all this notes. Nice work. 

Sunday, April 25, 2010

the distraction of two piece of bread and a crispy chicken meat

kfc zinger


don't know why... suddenly i really... tempting to eat this.. argh!! (drooling). God...it's exam...exam... focus!!! wait aa...zinger. sooner or later i will get you babe.

i'm drowning in sociolinguistic notes! aiyaaa.... why there's so many things that i've never read. so many sentences to highlights. the zinger keeps flying in my empty mind because i can't absorb things i've read. yeah...dialects, creoles, pidgins, language and gender, language and zinger....

Saturday, April 24, 2010

the heart track

my heart is beating fast. what is happening. Allah... please keep away all the bad things.

leaving on a jet plane...


counting days to end this semester... a few more days to be with him.

hope your leg gets better soon. next time don't play too hard. Sorry for dragging your injured leg to pasar malam. you seem not happy at all. i will leave soon. and two month is not a short period. i want you to be happy...

There's so many times I've let you down
So many times I've played around
I tell you now, they don't mean a thing
Every place I go, I'll think of you
Every song I sing, I'll sing for you

priceless...

another heartache day... makes me wondering pictures in my lappy. and read ed's entry makes me smile. ahh..beautiful place.

this is actually the same slideshow that i put in my other blog (missliyana). i miss the sunset and the happiness in the island. and pure friendship is priceless!

celebrating halim

just back from answering the worst paper in my life. now i'm lying on my bed... restless, headache and terribly hungry. smell delicious cooking of my housemates.

and I cannot cook without cooking oil. dah habis.